Date : Monday, February 23, 2009 Time : 9:05 PM i know i just post awhile ago. but i remembered something. im being badmouth, AGAIN. i dont wish to say who the person is. dont you know that im currently in alot alot alot of stress? geez. try being in my shoes for god sake. what did i ever do to you till u wanna badmouth me everytime? ive never been rude to you last time. but eversince that incident, you've change. im not the cause of that incident get it? i know that we both have been trying to stress this matter to you, try to understand. i have to admit, we are definately sick and tired of this repeating over and over again. espeacially me. you get to see him like, almost every single day. but i dont, only twice a week. TWICE! dont you even appreciate that? me and him are nothing. i repeat, absolutely nothing. sigh, i just hope you understand k?
you see, my life isnt as great as you think it is.
Date : Time : 8:36 PM dear you. it breaks my heart so much to make this decision. but im just to humiliated to face you. i need you just as much. like i said, i cant live without you. you are considered someone who is very close to my heart. doing this never cross my mind. i know deeply that this isnt the right thing to do. i will regret my decision. i will definately miss being around you, miss our silly little fights, your laughter, how you never fail to cheer me up, always being there for me. thank you for everything love. i hope you also know that our friendship means alot to me and while im typing this, tears are rolling down my cheeks. thanks again *smiles*
Date : Saturday, February 21, 2009 Time : 7:55 AM goodmorning world. look at the time, its almost 8am. and its a saturday! im awake so freaking early dont you think. i got back frm sch late yesterday. once i reach home i crash and sleep till morning. shit happened last night, i would just like to apologise to all my friends. i got no specific reason why, but i will make it up to you. besides that, i have a date today. a date with my bestfriend kitty! his been there for me in almost everything. thank you kitty.
Date : Sunday, February 15, 2009 Time : 1:52 AM
Date : Monday, February 09, 2009 Time : 8:45 PM oh my, its been awhile since ive updated. i have to admit ive been busy with sch. besides that, my life is a rollercoaster ride AGAIN. when will all this silly little doubts end. i wna be strong, but i just cant. something or someone is trying to pull me down. making me feel rockbottom low everyday. i want people to know that im human just like everyone of you, im not a freaking machine which you can play with. i have feelings too yer know. be in my shoes, u will knw how hard im trying to be strong for myself.
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