KITTY LOVE.

Shush Boy, Shut Your Lips.

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my brother and i headed out to lavender to meet parents yesterday. we decided to take some pics while waiting for them. it was awesome. ahh well, i needed to occupy myself since i dint go for my class pit.

besides that, i miss school. i miss getting dress, i miss dragging myself out of bed, i miss sleeping early, i miss gg for ciggie break, i miss my girlfriends, i miss my other schmates, i miss my lecturers, i miss writing, i miss paying attention, i miss sleeping in class without getting caught, i miss sw, i miss EVERYTHING. darn it. its just the second week of holidays.

next week maybe im gg off to batam with my parents. but im not sure. im sure daddy wouldnt let me go either. im trying to occupy myself at home since ive got nothing to do except to watch telly and eat. i just hope next week the trip to sentosa with my secondary sch friends work out. i want it to happen. im missing my boys too much.

kitty have been sick for the last few days. i wish i could go over to take care of him. but do take your medication regularly okay?

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everyone is freaking bugging me. i dont think im gg for the pit, im darn lazy plus im broke. daddy said i need a consent form for approval?! *screams* im 17 for god sake. i might blurt out stupid stuff right now. firstly, im sick and tired of waiting. sick and tired of being the one who always have to text you first when u say ur gonna text me. sick and tired of how im being treated. sick and tired of everything. i dont plain bother anymore, get it? i dont care if your gonna give me 101 apology text. your a really great guy. but why do you act this way? why do you have to look so good but taste so bad!

i need kitty right now):

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P.S: kitty, get well soon okay(:

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botanic garden, will upload more as soon as i get the thumbdrive.

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i rot at home for the day. all i did today was eat, watch telly, eat and eat some more. my holidays arent as great as i thought it would be. but im looking forward to my outing tmr. PHOTOSHOOT! it will either be at botanical or bottle tree. yayyness. ive got nth more to say. will have a proper update soon(:

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i could really feel the eyebags. erk, its awful. besides that, none of my girlfriends came to sch today. what? mentang-mentang sudah ambil ezlink baru, tak nak datang. but thank goodness kitty came to sch! my lifesaver for the day. in fact, he has been my lifesaver almost everyday. i have to admit that i would rather sleep at home than to come to sch. but i have my presentation to do. ive gotten an A. i come to realise that doing presentation isnt so bad after all. yay! aft sch went back with kitty.

ive got unknown text me at 1 in the freaking morning. i dont even know who he heck he was and that guy who gave me number to him, i dont even know who he is. i bet this is one of those kenal-kenal pranks. so immature, grow up laa. *roll eyes*

people always ask me this question ; dont you have problems? you look happy almost everyday. the answer is, of cause i do have problems! who doesnt. but i dont bring my problems to school or whenever im going out. i put my problems aside and enjoy life first. but along the way if i can solve my problem, i'll try to work things out.

i got to go, i want to crash. night night lovelies.

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urggh, i miss this girls like hell lots. but i miss wanie the most. shes away, but i dont know where as she dint even tell me where she was. text me soon baby. my holidays are coming soon, so im able to meet her. yayy!

besides that, im having my exams tmr. i thot i can go hm aft that, but nooooooooo! i have to stay for osa. shit laaa. i want to go hm early): im hving 2 hr break, like what am i suppose to do for 2 freaking hrs? stepp bzhee laaa what else. hahah, kan miraaa?

i miss secondary sch. i miss being the chairman, i miss bossing people and get to shout to everyone to shut up. i miss the boys in the class.i miss the food in sch. i miss the non-ac classes. i miss everything about the sch.

im having second thoughts about my decision i have to make very soon. someone please help me make up my mind?

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hello people. im having my daily flu but this is the worst one ive ever gotten. maybe because of the weather. sch wasnt that bad today. went home with kitty. and oh wow, finally we got to hang out properly. yayyy! i miss him already(:

i think i will be gg off to sleep now. the medicine i took are starting to take effect. night =D

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Dear Kitty, things that had been happening to us recently has been really weird. we fight, ignore, doubts, pissed off and all those negative stuffs. i deeply know that all this is my fault. its not because of ya know who, its me. i realise i hvent been texting you and stuffs. u wna know why? sometimes i want you to find me, instead of me finding you. but i dont want to make a big deal about this. im still sorry about what i said the other day. maybe you wont be able to forgive me, but i just hope you know im really trying my best to make it up to you. im crushed, knowing that your leaving me just like that. who am i suppose to turn to for my random hugs, random kisses, laughter, crying, cheering up, smiles, silly fights and lastly, who is gonna tolerate my outrageous childishness. noone, except for you): i dont want us to fall apart again! losing you is my biggest fear. maybe you wont be moved to tears with this letter. but i am. words cant describe how much i fell in love with our beautiful friendship. i just hope you forgive me.

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when i say my life gets worst each day, trust me it is. it just keeps coming to me. i just have to have perseverance. lets wait till my life gets better, i would enjoy to the fullest. see? im talking crap, geez.

met parents yesterday and yayy! had a blast. im missing them hell lots.

urgh, not in a mood. i'll update soon.

P.S: KITTY, IM SORRY!

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will have a proper update soon.

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Hi, My Name Is Erni. Im 19 And In Love With The Most Beautiful Man Ive Ever Set My Eyes On. The End.