KITTY LOVE.

Shush Boy, Shut Your Lips.

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i would just like to apologize to everyone for making you guys walk around for no reason. i know you guys were somehow mad at me. im sorry, im sorry. but aye, it was fun to finally get to hang out. yesterday i was the happiest girl alive, i swear. im glad you finally made up your mind. you wont regret your decision this time, i can assure you that. what can i say? im lucky im in love with my bestfriend. we bumped into suhaimi while otw to get ourself a drink. this is what he said.

suhaimi: korang due sajak uh.
erni & kitty: *looks at each other*
erni: asal aye? give me one good reason.
suhaimi: banyak reason.
erni: satu je.
suhaimi: korang due belo uh.
erni & kitty: *laughs*

suhaimi is such a doll(: im looking forward to the next outing, if thre is one.

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i like it, you like it, we both like it.
dudidadidudududidadadada
*smiles*

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budak ini kan, sudah highlight rambut die. and it turned out to be so mina-ish. you better go dye back, cause i think i prefer your old hair. everybody agree?

things hvent been going the way i wanted it to be. it sucks. ive made up my mind, thats my final decision. i just dont get why the cardigan which he gave back a day ago, is still smelling of him. even when im lying down, the smell lingers in my mind. i dont have time to go wash it, cause i hvent wore it yet, washing it would be a waste of water. all i can do is just dump it on my sofa. while im writing this, i can still smell it. even when we're not really in a good term, his not even making the effort to really ask me whats been bugging me. sigh.

i have been lepaking with kitty for the past few days. like finally i get to really disturb him. he really have to stop saying the ' im sorry ' thingg. its making me feel really insecure. he has also been extremely sweet and stuffs. and gyeah kitty, FLASHBACKS. zaaapppp!

edaya had her tongue pierce last few days. i have to admit, i was jealous. but after seeing her eat and how the tongue changes color and those kind of things. i have to hesitate. one piercing is enough for me, yay!

i hvent been punctual for sch, not attending modules. luckily my name wasnt in the debar thingy. ~phew. to make things worst, my exams are next weeekkkk! ohh fcuk, i hvent even studied for it yet. but im prepared. last min pressure always work.

i got to go, nothing more to be said.

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being with him always felt so right. thanks for always being thre for me, even when im in a bitch mode, you always tried ur best to cheer me up. i appreciate the effort(:

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woah, all this men really can dance.

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KITTY,
IM SORRY.

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Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanya

This song is currently stuck to my head. when something like this happens, trust me. something will happen. like for example, the other time. the song heartbreaker was repeating in my mind for quite a while soon, i broke someones heart. which i really dint plan to do. im not being superstitious or lame. im just afraid. urgh, ass.

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this guys voice makes me melt in thousand of ways.
am i rightt?

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im absolutely addicted to this version of the song.

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Dearest, im truely sorry about what i said earlier. i would like to apologise. after all, i know deeply that it wasnt true. cause the other time we did confront each other and i remembered you convinced me that what she said wasnt true. so yeah, i believed you long time ago. i still feel like how i felt last time. i dont think the feeling will go away. because i need you all the time, you yourself know that. please dont think that because of this, im gonna avoid you or something like that. cause i wont. in fact, im still gonna treat you the same way im treating you everyday. i appreciate you telling me, it takes alot of guts. and bare this in mind, i love you tau sayang. whatever happens, i will still do(:

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Kitty(:
His my other half.
My partner in crime.
My everything.

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Its funny how every song she hears, every movie she watches and every fairytale she reads. Only reminds her of him.

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I MISS HER.

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Hi, My Name Is Erni. Im 19 And In Love With The Most Beautiful Man Ive Ever Set My Eyes On. The End.