KITTY LOVE.

Shush Boy, Shut Your Lips.

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high on caffeine.

tmr is my one monthh. im excited! finally i get to meet him aft two days, i cant wait. i dont know what his doing right now, he might be asleep. ive got nothing to do since just nw. ahh mann, im starvinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg! someone get me a chicken pie please, i want it noww!

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i was watching this show awhile ago. i know, cerite dah lame. but i love Indonesian flicks. selalu macam ader kene mengene gitu laaa. but this show was really devastating. the girl is a vj and has a boyfriend. she was doing some kind of research about being faithful. she met this guy frm this advertising company, they were working together. this guy was one of those playboy and this girl actually fell for his tricks. thennnnn, blablabla. go watch it, its a great flick.

my bby is already at batam. and im missing him already. boohooos, i want him to come home now! i need him baddddddddddd. i get to meet him for only 4 hrs. 2 hrs in the noon then he went hm to look for his kitty. the other 2 hrs at night. aft two days of not meeting him, ended up meeting him for only 4 hrs. booohoos. come hm soon bby.

im off to bathing, meeting miss maluuu in awhile. i malas tau actually nk kelua. sigh. take care loves.

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im in need of someone to entertain me. and this post is going to be a long one, trust me. boyf is probably asleep right now, cause his sick. get well soon okay bby. besides that, none of my girlfriends are awake. i bet edaya is either at home or outside or hogging. dayaa must be asleep, cause she told me she dint sleep last night. elly is away to laos, i miss her. ive got noone else to text or hog with. i wna go out and get some fresh air, but i need permission from my parents and not forgetting boyf. but i dont wna do that, im too darn lazy plus im hving my menses. soo..you know. ha-ha.

im starving. i hvent been eating properly for the past few days. its not that i dont want to eat, i just dont feel like it. but right now, i really need something to munch. but i think my tummy can wait till morning or afternoon. ive gotten my strawberry milkshake, lollipop, crunchie chocolate, ice cream. i still crave for kinder bueno and frappe mocha.

boyf is gg away to batam for 2-3 days. his gg this saturday. i dont want him too gooo! who am i suppose to talk with everynight? who am i suppose to ask for advice from a guys perspective? i guess i could wait. but im gonna miss him, alot, alot alot, alot alot alot. get for me bangbang can? or bangles! my saw my brother's friend bought this particular bangle at batam. and its gorrrgeous! buy forr me pleaseeeeeee? well, i dont expect him to get for me anything anyway. i just want him home safely. and i hope you like your beLATEd birthday present. even tho it dint cost much, but its the thought that counts right? and i put in so much effort in it. especially on what to write, i dont wna be writing a bunch of stupid stuff inside. oh and i love you(:

edaya accompanied me last few days to get my dress. she got a bunch of clothes which was pretty, really really pretty. thanks aye dearest. next time i try not to be so picky *wide smiles* but well, it was nice to finally get to hang out with her. lets do it again! lets do it again! so that we can share our dirty little secrets all day long, like we always do.

issit okay for someone to outrage their jealousy, even when it comes to teeny weeny things? my brother did warn me about having friendster or tagged. he say that it might ruin your relationship in some way. i did believe him. but well, thats the only way you can update on your old friends right? besides that, i trust my boyf. i know he get up to anything behind my back. flirting and playing behind your boyf/ girlf back is soo time lambat, kan kan.

i miss my cousin, i dont know why. but i miss her. she changed her link and i forgot what was it. she dint even tell me she changed it. maybe i'll find it latur on.

im bored, im bored. im not even close to being sleepy. someone pleaseee call me or text! will be waiting. night people.

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all thanks to clickclick.
update soon(:

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aku tau muke aku taik and boyf said his face is all the same smile/pose except for the last one.
but, lawaaa kan?

i asked mira to check my result on internet awhile ago. and guess what! i passed! i got 3.06. i was suprised cause well, i dint study much for it. but okay, yay to me.

met boyf yesterday, i met him at yishun cause my parents were thre to pass me some cash. i was being fickle minded on when to buy my stuffs. finally i made up my mind. i actually went to town with my cotton on hot pants, plain tee and flips. thank goodness tak banyak orang. i only bought a new flips and search for clothes but dint buy any at all. so mommy gave me 30 to get whatever i want. i guess that should be enough, aft all, ive gotten my flips. aft that, headed to parents hse to just sit around. boyf finally gave me the hand made bus tickets swan. its beautiful and i love it. im suppose to count how many bus tickets are thre. but i bet im gnna lost count halfway. maybe im gnna do it latur.

im gg off to town at 2 with MISS MALU. ha-ha. shes funny laaa. looking forward to gg out with her.

i miss MIRAOHMIRA oh soooooooo sooooo soooooooooo very much! i wna huggg her soonnn.

besides that, to whoever DIN TAMPINESS is. please laaa, ur silly scams wont get u anywhere. how dare u call up my boyf and talk to him that way. 'tolak pompam lu pat gua' what the f sia dude? who do you think i am? some cheap slut? i dont know whos the immature prankster behind all this. im suprised that someone who has such a low maturity level still existed. do you think you're gonna tear us apart just like that? your wrong! i know boyf might feel insecure, but i know he trust me. he knows me inside out, he knows im not that type of girl. so please stop trying okay?

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Goodnoon people. i had such a good sleep last night. but my body is still aching from work on saturday. i dint expect my arms to give up on me, but it did. i bet malik was mad at me, im sorry. i miss the people there. i dont know if im gnna work there again, its tough. now i have the money, i dont even know what im gonna use it for. hmmpf.

I met boyf yesterday. i missed him so much! dint meet him for the past few days. it was great to finally get to fool around with him. what i miss the most is being in his arm, thats where i want to be if im feeling down or insecure about something. we watch telly for a few hours. see! i told you thres such thing as tuna sperm and roosters have balls. ha-ha. we were watching bizzare food, it was awesome. do you know that animal balls is good for your sex life? im serious, well atleast thats what the host of the guy said. also, most woman said that chocolates turns them on. isnt that obvious.

Issit true when you missed someone so much, you'll most probably get a fever? its strange you know. but well, i believe its true. ive never gotten it before. im believing it anyway, because..because.. i just believe in it(:

boyf is not awake yet, BANGUN SAYANG BANGUN! tidur sampai petang2 tak bagus.

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urgh, im having such a bad ass running nose again. this sucks. having flu always spoils my mood. i feel like sleeping again, im exhausted. for the past few days, i kept having nightmares. which always involves boyf. from what i know if its a nightmare, its actually the opposite. but im not sure. im just waiting for this nightmare thingy to end. besides hving nightmares, i have difficulty sleeping too. thats the reason why im cranky almost every morning. i miss gg to sch, staying at home with nothing to do is just plain boring. all i can do is watch telly and keep stuffing myself with junk food. i seriously have to stop doing that, fast! or else my weight is going to shoot back up. boyf is away, his off to his friday prayers. so i have to wait till it strikes 2.15 or 2.30. i cant text him as much as last time. cause his bill is extremely high, due to he always have to attend to my silly needs. im sorry, i will try to stop that.

recap on yesterday. spastik had our photoshoot at bukit panjang, the railway. it was really fun, except for the humidity. for the first time, all the picture was perfectt. i like almost all of them. aft that we headed to raffles to sit around. asked boyf and kari to come. we played card game, which was a blast! at 9 plus, we went off cause elly had to come hm early. boyf send me hm, got hm, ate and crash. aww man, im missing my spastik bbys already.

im jealous of edaya, cause the nuss manager called her up cause they hvent got enough ppl to work. they dint call me up): edaya said it was because they dint have my number. blearghs. i miss my nuss friends too much. shes also working on saturday and sunday. i was begging her to write down for my name next week. im in need of the money. which i dont know what it is for yet, but i just need it.

im all out of ideas on what to say, but im gonna blog anyway since ive got nothing to do. im tired of watching telly, in the afternoon, nothing good is on. ive checked my tagged and bloghop. i miss my brother): im in need of my brother sister time again. i guess i'll just wait for him to come back frm werk. im currently addicted to the song replay. i heard it from shukri/ uncle hussain profile. his the only living thing who called me makcik, which i dont really know why, maybe because i like to talk alot. ha-ha. oh well, i think im off to playing game, blearghs. take care people.

Labels: i want nobody, nobody but you.

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haha, i bet you guys done this(:

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Will upload more soon.

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ya wna know what would be make me very happy? someone get me a strawberry milkshake, a whole bunch of kinder bueno and entertain me the whole night. that would probably make my day. but sadly, noone can do that for me. ive been trying to occupy myself since morning. no wait, since last night. as you know, i dint sleep last night. dang it, im extremely tired. i could crash if i want to, but its only 8. i dont want to waste my night on sleeping. i need ideas on what to do, anyone help? hmmpf, guess not.

ive been trying to search where the heck is my hotpants. i think i misplace it somewhere. my room isnt in a mess anymore. but i still couldnt find it.

im in desperate need of a job. rotting at home is just plain boring, thats the last thing i want to do.

im missing my boyfriend ohh soo verry verry much. his being such a good boy. staying at home, taking care of his little brother. i wished he was still staying at sembawang. so i could meet him more often! and it wouldnt be a waste of his transport money either. well, enough said. im blank.

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im suppose to be sleeping right now. but i couldnt. im have to prove to bby something. its refering to my previous post. this is what some of the sentences means:

i pity him, not just because of this - i pity him because he wasnt able to accept the fact, like he said he would.

hearing it from himself was even more heartbreaking - heartbreaking because he wasnt the strong person who i thot he was.

his breaking his promises again isnt he - he breaks his promises all the time, so do i. so as mths past, it dint matter anymore.

theres really no reason for you to be confused. im glad you made your decision earlier. and your definately not in the wrong. But thres one particular part where you were wrong, where you said that you can see that i havent settle down yet. i have settled down, i settled down with you didnt i? i have made my decision to be with you. that decision was final. i dont want to turn back anymore. to be able to be with you have always been my dream and guess what, my dream became a reality. im not the type of girl who splits my love for two people. only people with a very low level of maturity does that. im not trying to drag this matter or make it into such a big deal. i wanted to prove to the public that YOUR THE ONE WHO I REALLY LOVE AND CARE FOR. and im sorry, i hope you forgive me for not sleeping.

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now we both have the same lip piercing and smiley, yay!
im darn lazy to update.

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im in need of someone to entertain me. im bored at home with nothing to do. ive been checking my cell over and over again. no new messages. im suppose to be studying by now, but i lost my ofc book. my only hope is for mira to reach hm and call me. i can actually call up other ppl. different lecturer different format. so shes the only person im hoping on. i had my crn paper this morning. the paper was thick and i didnt study much for it. elly knows what i was doing for the past hour. i was resting my head on my table, looking around, finding people who i knew, talk to a teacher who was on the second floor and alot more stuff. mom just got back and im asked to cook maggi. i can bare with that. besides that, the weather is days is extremely humid. ~phew.

oh yes, and i had my smiley pierce yesterday. i wonder why issit swollen aye. hmmpf, it hurts. and and kitty missed his exam yesterday, his lecturer said he tad to retain for another 6 mths. so that adds up to 2 years 6 mths. pity him. i told him not to worry, if i happen to pass and got into higher nitec, im still thre for him. he gave me this sympathy face. i knew what he meant. it means, what about the other 6 mths. his a doll and i love him(: his gone out with his brother to watch a flick. his suppose to call me at 11. but i dont think he can make it.

i know my post is currently in a mess. i just remembered something. i head to sch with mira today. she was busy blabbering otp with some guy. i had one ear piece on and i was studying. all i could hear was her voice. i was being such a busy body to try to listen what she was saying. it failed, i stonned still she finish talking and back to studying. suke mira bobal kuat2 pt tepon? hehh.

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1. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get a kiss ?
~ err, forehead =D

2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning ?
~ sleepy.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with ?
~ kitty.

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
~ well, not really.

5. Would you ever donate blood ?
~ i want too, but takuttt laaa.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
~ yes i do, but his mine now(:

7. Do you want someone dead ?
~ someone who, who?

8. What does that last message say ?
~ 11 (kitty said he'll call at 11)

9. What are you Thinking right now ?
~ when is mira gnna get back, cause i need to study.

10. Do you wish someone with you right now ?
~ uh huh, kitty. i miss him.

11. What time you went to bed last night ?
~ 12 plus i think.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now ?
~ frm sch.

13. Is someone in your mind ?
~ havehave.

14. Who was the last person texted you ?
~ kitttttyyyy.

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.

1. sitt
2.edaya
3.dayaa
4.mia
5.nafisah
6.zamir
7.ziela
8.sheril
9.liyana
10.feeqah

16. Who is 2 having relationship with ?
~ noone .

17. Is 3 male or female ?
~ female

18. if 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?
~ nooo, their both girls.

19. What is 1 studying about ?
~ nursing.

20. When was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
~ it has been quite awhile already.

21. Is 4 Single ?
~ im not sure, maybe, maybe not?

22. Say something about 2 ?
~ high pitched voice.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6
~ 3 is my bestfriend. 6 is one of my schmate. their both alright.

24. Describe 9 ?
~ my twinnie =D

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight ?
~ they dont even know each other.

26. Do you like 8 ?
~ ahh huh, i dooo.

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