Shush Boy, Shut Your Lips.
Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 9:52 PM

why is this happening, and why now? i am never prepare for this to happen. i didnt see it coming. im crushed, im hurt and all the other emotions. i dont want him to go, i dont want anybody to me replace me, i dont want him to be replaced, i dont want him to love other people, i dont want to love other people. what im trying to say is, i dont want to be apart from him. he changed me in ways that he doesnt know. eversince im with him, i never contacted with anyone else. i walked away from all the previous guys whom i ever contacted. cause i know that i dont need them anymore. i try to avoid as much fights. i avoid the from the things he doesnt like me doing. so far im slowly changing and im putting all my fullest attention to him. for the past few days that he was sick. i went to school with worries. i was worried about how his doing at home, is he okay, is his asthma getting better. i wished i could stay by his side and take care of him, but i cant do that. i have sch to attend, projects to finish. im not sure is he really sees how much effort im putting in this relationship. i would do anything to save this relationship. sigh, im depressed. i hope this thing end soon. while waiting, im gnna work things out.

tell me why am i always yearning for his smile? when his happy, im happy. thats all i want.



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