KITTY LOVE.

Shush Boy, Shut Your Lips.

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AN EXTREMELY LONG AND BORING POST.

okay sumpah i got nth to do. sch was okay tday, just because of the phototaking. and guess what! guess what! im not in the debar list. i was so afraid to look, trust me. my heart skip a beat. yay to me.

i guess today wasnt boyf's day at all. he gotten into some kind of a very petty fight in sch. his daddy got into an accident awhile ago. although he doesnt seem to be bothered. but i know deep down, his screaming his lungs out for help. and you knw what, ive found out something about him. i never knew that he has a soft side. he never showed it to me before. well yeah, everybody has their soft side but you have to find it to know it. it all happen when we were webcaming. all of the sudden we both were in a bad mood. we ignored each other and did our own stuff. he was playing game and i was stonning staring at him. i remembered i was so pissed off i dint want to talk to him even tho my fingers were really really itchy. then i started to write my diary. i wrote this whole paragraph about him. he chatted with me and asked what was i doing, i said i was writing. he said he wanted to read what i wrote. so i type it on notepad and send it to him. i look at him while he was reading. he was smiling at the first two lines. but aft awhile, his smile faded and tears started rolling down his cheeks. i was suprised, i immediate calm him down. he said the whole thing was really deep. tears started to pile up, and i begin breaking down. i dint know by just a simple letter can touch someones heart deeply. one thing for sure, he will never find a girl who loves him more than i do *smiles*

im extremely sleepy. i wish i could crash, but i couldnt. im waiting for boyf to text. i wish i had a scotchtape or something to tape my eyelids. ha-ha.

ive made alot of observations for the past few years. i always wanted to know, what issit like to be in other people shoes. like the show freaky friday. wouldnt it be cool. ive always been told that, attitude shows alot about you. ive been observing people and listening to all their sermons. its hw they grew up, how they have been treated. by friends, familys, exboyfriends, exgirlfriends, whoever. thats how they got their attitude. its a pity you know. knowing that this whoever is rebellious in sch, but at home his a totally different person. for example being beaten up or whatsoever. sigh, one thing for sure. dont judge the book by its cover.

i reallly need a ciggie break, hmmmpf. im all out of ideas. im off to doing whatever. tata people.

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Hi, My Name Is Erni. Im 19 And In Love With The Most Beautiful Man Ive Ever Set My Eyes On. The End.