Date : Monday, August 10, 2009 Time : 12:37 PM yesterday was a blast, but i hated the humidity and the crowd. i dont know why im up so early tday, i was planning to wake up atleast at 1 or 2 in the afternoon. i woke up and i thought about what me and boyf were talking about yesterday. it was so hard for me to control, tears were pilling up. i breakdown. those words still lingers in my mind. i dint realise i was so hurt. i was hurt cause i couldnt be the best, im hurt cause im not up to his standard. im was never close to his dream girl. ive always tried my best to be his the one, his everything. no, im not gg to give up. maybe someday i might be able to reach his standard, but i takes awhile. the more i thought of it, i breakdown harder. i send him a very very long text, he hvent replied as his still asleep. i would just like to apologise, tsk. i still love you okay. |
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